One disabled air passenger, two tickets
Why do some disabled people have to pay double for a plane ticket?
The 91福利社's Alex Taylor investigated 100 airlines to see how many offer free or discounted airline tickets for personal assistants to travel. Industry guidelines recommend it, but how many really follow that guidance? Melody Powell joins us to talk about the unfairness of the situation.
Felix Klieser is an internationally renowned French horn player and is about to make his debut at the 91福利社 Proms. Born without arms, he has perfected how to play the instrument with his feet. We dig deep to find out what a problem solver he really is.
And presenters Nikki Fox and Emma Tracey discuss Channel 4's new adaptive fashionable clothing show (yes, I really did write that, and it IS what you think it is) and how much they enjoyed it.
Studio Manager was Gareth Jones and sound mixer was Ethan Connolly-Forster. Produced by: Beth Rose, Keiligh Baker, Jack Taylor with intern power from Efe. The editor was Damon Rose.
Email accessall@bbc.co.uk and say "Alexa, ask the 91福利社 for Access All" for your smart-speaker to play the latest programme we've made.
Transcript
NIKKI- I went to the sleep apnea clinic this weekend.
EMMA- Sexy!
NIKKI- [Singing] sexy. And they gave me a device to wear overnight. It was like a massive box that went on your chest with wires that poked into your neck, and then you put these tubes up your nose, a thing on your finger, you had to gaffer tape it all down so you didn鈥檛 move. Well, I mean they鈥檙e not going to say I鈥檝e got sleep apnea; I didn鈥檛 get a wink鈥檚 sleep, I was awake the whole time. But anyway, you had to drop the box off the following day and I said I鈥檝e got too much work, I can鈥檛 come back, is it okay if my lovely PA Libby, who we all know very well here on the podcast, Libby could go and drop it off for me. And they said yeah, that鈥檚 absolutely fine. She came back and she was like, 鈥楻ight Nik, I had to fill out a form for you; I hope I know you well enough鈥�. And I was like okay. She said, 鈥業've taken a screen grab鈥�. So, we went through all the questions: do you snore? Like a wild animal. The severity: do I stop breathing in the night? Yes. I mean, she got pretty much everything right. And then she came to the section: any kind of medical conditions, health conditions whatever, disability and that? And she put everything down, right, she put that I had not just endometriosis but I had adenomyosis 鈥� I don鈥檛 know how you pronounce it. Do you know what she forgot to put down?聽
EMMA- What did she forget to put down?
NIKKI- That I have muscular dystrophy.
EMMA- [Laughs] I assume muscular dystrophy has a bearing on having sleep apnea because of muscles?
NIKKI- Yes.
EMMA- But I think it鈥檒l be funny when they look at the info without that knowledge because they鈥檒l be like, oh my god, we need to get her in here, there鈥檚 something really wrong with her muscles!
MUSIC- Theme music.聽
NIKKI- It鈥檚 Access All, the podcast about disability, mental health and everything else that鈥檚 going on in the world too. I鈥檓 Nikki Fox and I鈥檓 in London.聽
EMMA- And I鈥檓 Emma Tracey and I鈥檓 in the big festival city of Edinburgh, where we鈥檒l both be in a few short weeks, won鈥檛 we Nikki?
NIKKI- Eek, I know, it鈥檚 true. You can see Emma and I live, and there are only a few tickets left, just a few. More on that later. Now, on today鈥檚 programme we鈥檝e got a man who plays the French horn with his feet, and why some disabled people have to pay double the plane fare if they want to catch a flight.
EMMA- Please subscribe to us, hit like buttons where like buttons exist, and tell your friends to get the 91福利社 Sounds app where you can get more than 63 episodes of this podcast.聽
NIKKI- I can鈥檛 believe that, 63.
EMMA- Woo.
NIKKI- We need drinks for that.聽
Now, we鈥檝e talked about this before, a lot: flying can be a real challenge if you鈥檙e disabled. Now, one of my brilliant colleagues, Alex Taylor, who鈥檚 with me today, got so fed up of the amount it was costing him to fly with his personal assistant that he did some digging: why does it cost him extra? For safety reasons many airlines make it compulsory for some passengers with mobility issues to travel with a PA; that鈥檚 a personal assistant or carer, whatever language you prefer. But they then charge full price for the additional fare. The industry body, The Civil Aviation Authority has published guidelines which suggest PAs should travel for free or at least have reduced priced tickets. But Alex contacted more than 100 major airlines and found that at least a third continue to charge the full price.
EMMA- Now, it鈥檚 important to note, isn鈥檛 it, that this isn鈥檛 some sort of loophole that people want to use to get free flights for their pals, is it, Nikki?
NIKKI- No, absolutely categorically not. This is for people like me who physically can鈥檛 fly without assistance from my PA or a trusted person really. And as the airlines insist on me flying with someone I鈥檓 paying twice for both my ticket and my PA鈥檚. So, I really have absolutely no option, like many other disabled people. And it is really down to the fact that I can鈥檛 transfer myself, so when the plane is in the air I can鈥檛 get to the bathroom on my own because I wouldn鈥檛 be able to get out of the aisle chair and all of that. So, I鈥檓 very excited to be joined by the 91福利社鈥檚 very own brilliant Alex Taylor. I know him fairly well. Now, you did all the research on this story, Alex, and such thorough research. I鈥檓 also joined by Melody Powell, who鈥檚 looking fantastic with bright pink hair, I love it. Now, Melody is a diversity and equality inclusion consultant, and they are both with me in the studio, which is very exciting for many reasons. First one being that I鈥檝e not been in the studio yet with two other wheelchair users. So, hello.聽
ALEX- Hi there.聽
MELODY- Hi.聽
EMMA- I鈥檓 feeling a bit left out here.聽
NIKKI- I mean, I was hoping for a bit more of a whoop, but that was...聽
MELODY- Well, I was waiting for Alex, and then it was silent.聽
ALEX- Yeah.聽
NIKKI- Big up three chairs. Well, I鈥檓 in a scooter but you know, hey ho. I鈥檓 going to start with you Alex because you鈥檝e done all of this research. What is the current situation? I said before you contacted over 100 airlines to find out how many insist on a PA and whether they offered a discount for those who have to take a PA. What did you find?聽
ALEX- I have, yeah. So, often what happens is on their website it鈥檚 often hidden away. It hasn鈥檛 always been actually put on there about who has to pay, it鈥檚 not actually openly mentioned, but it鈥檚 normally us who have to pay. I mean, if you ask, email them and get in touch it says oh yes, actually we do; but openly it鈥檚 not actually talked about because it looks really bad.
NIKKI- Hey Ems, you鈥檝e been looking at some of Alex鈥檚 research, what kinds of stats have you pulled out from it?聽
EMMA- Yes, I have. So, around a third of the airlines that Alex contacted confirmed that they do require passengers with mobility problems to purchase a PA ticket at full price. Now, that is long haul airlines like Emirates, American Airlines and Virgin Atlantic, and budget airlines like easyJet and Ryanair.
ALEX- The only one that offers an overall help with this is Pakistani Airlines. It鈥檚 not entire, actually it鈥檚 a discount.聽
EMMA- So, over 40 carriers, including Turkish Airlines, they have on their website either a recommendation or mandatory requirement to travel with a PA, on their website. But they don鈥檛 clearly set out how much it will cost or whether the individual or the airline will pay. They say you need one but they don鈥檛 say how that鈥檚 meant to happen. British Airways told the 91福利社 that it provides discounted PA fares on direct flights to Brazil and the US, but refused to specify the discounts on these routes.聽
NIKKI- What is your experience like Melody? Hopefully I鈥檓 not being too presumptuous, but are you one of the people like me and Alex that have to take somebody with you on a flight?聽
MELODY- Yes.
NIKKI- So, what鈥檚 your overall experience been like?聽
MELODY- I mean, it鈥檚 a nightmare because you have to pay double, and sometimes even more than that, because you have to pay to make sure your seats are near each other because you can鈥檛 flag down your PA if they鈥檙e halfway on the other side of the plane. And you add travel insurance and everything and it鈥檚 just so, so expensive. And it鈥檚 just your problem and no one else鈥檚.
NIKKI- It鈥檚 one of those things, isn鈥檛 it don鈥檛 you think flying, Alex as well, like it鈥檚 a problem that鈥檚 never improved? Small steps, very, very small steps, but taking such a long time. And I wonder whether a lot of non-disabled people realise that the things they take for granted like flying for a holiday or potentially flying for work and all these things that people do quite easily, that actually a lot of disabled people are just priced out of being able to do that. It鈥檚 just fundamentally not possible unless you are these year鈥檚 bowling, unless you are absolutely minted.聽
ALEX- And I have heard that off a lot of others who I have actually talked to about this, that they just can鈥檛 go home to their mum or dad or anywhere. And it鈥檚 not just about having a good holiday; it鈥檚 about access everywhere.聽
NIKKI- Melody, do you want to go on holiday in the future or go somewhere abroad?聽
MELODY- Yeah, I love travelling. I鈥檝e spent three months in America in the past. I love travelling. But just flights in general are so expensive nowadays, and of course disabled people have even less money at the moment with the cuts and the cost of living and everything that it does seem almost impossible. I鈥檝e been saving throughout the entire pandemic as my sort of I will get out of the house again one day.
NIKKI- Were you shielding?聽
MELODY- Yes, for like two and a half years. And I still don鈥檛 have enough money to go with a PA. I have just about enough if I were to travel on my own, but there鈥檚 no way I can afford to pay for another person to go with me.聽
NIKKI- And what鈥檚 travel been like for you, Alex?
ALEX- Well, obviously I鈥檝e always had to have a carer actually help me on board. And I had a moment in Berlin, I have a mate there, he can help me actually if I鈥檓 at his house. But in order to get there I had to have a carer on board and go home again and help me actually get home afterwards. So, it actually ends up being even more times, four times the price really it can be if you have that instance. Okay, it鈥檚 rare, but that was an example of how mad it is: I had to ask my mum in the end to actually come over and then go back all in one day, go right back on the aeroplane. All right mum, bye, help me back on and now go away, enjoy your day.
NIKKI- [Laughs] it鈥檚 been lovely seeing you for this short term.聽
ALEX- Literally, bye mother.聽
NIKKI- There鈥檚 not even an exemption if you say, look I鈥檓 going to take this flight on my own, I鈥檓 not going to go to the bathroom so I鈥檓 not going to need any assistance, I just need the general assistance on board and off as per usually. It鈥檚 still a no, you still have to take someone?聽
ALEX- What happens is it鈥檚 actually based on if you can evacuate on your own or if you need to help in order to pee or actually get there. I mean, obviously I don鈥檛 know about you, I can get there, but I can鈥檛 actually get my underwear down, so I do need help with that. And that鈥檚 where I can鈥檛 ask an air hostess.聽
NIKKI- I mean, you could try [laughs].聽
ALEX- I mean, I could but that would be something very different that could get me kicked out of my job, so let鈥檚 not go there. But the point is that鈥檚 where I get stuck.聽
NIKKI- We鈥檝e talked about this before, but I guess some people could argue that others might take advantage of this scheme. Why would that not happen?聽
ALEX- I would say all of us have to have our PIP assessments and things like that which are hard evidence of what we need and why. If you haven鈥檛 got that well then there鈥檚 no evidence that you need what you are asking for. It鈥檚 like if you have a gig you have go to here in the UK, if you have a carer well, they get to go in free because you obviously need that help. And they ask you, have you got evidence of your PIP assessment or anything, you say yes, and then that鈥檚 done and sorted. It鈥檚 a way forward there I think which is quite easy to implement.
NIKKI- Would you be all right handing over personal information like that, Melody, if it meant that you鈥檇 get some kind of discount or free ticket?聽
MELODY- Definitely, I鈥檇 give them anything they want if it meant I didn鈥檛 to pay double the price. I mean, at the end of the day the person that鈥檚 going with you is responsible for your safety. If there鈥檚 an emergency on the plane that person has the responsibility of making sure you鈥檙e safe. So, yeah they are almost doing the job for the airline, but you have to pay for the person to do that job.聽
EMMA- We put all of this to Airlines UK, and they鈥檙e the trade body for UK registered airlines. And they told us: UK Airlines have a proven track record of constructive engagement on disability issues. UK Airlines want to continue to work collaboratively across industry with government and with the third sector to continue improvements in service provision.聽
NIKKI- Listen, thank you so much for coming in. Alex, well done on all that. Anything helps when it comes to this issue for a lot of disabled people, because I know I get contacted by so many, and I know you鈥檝e spoken to so many as well. And Melody, thank you for coming in and telling us about it from your perspective as well.聽
MELODY- Thank you for having me.聽
NIKKI- It鈥檚 been a pleasure. Don鈥檛 leave, I like having three chairs in the room.聽
MUSIC- Access All.
EMMA- What have you been watching this week, Nikki Fox?
NIKKI- Well, you know I love my telly. This week I was watching Unique Boutique. It鈥檚 on Channel 4, Ems, and it鈥檚 like a feel-good fashion show. It reminds me a little bit about the show that I used to work on How to Look Good Naked. But it features the lovely Victoria Jenkins, who we鈥檝e had on the show twice now, haven鈥檛 we?
EMMA- We have. And she鈥檚 a designer of clever clothes for people who need a bit of a different type of jacket or trousers because they鈥檙e either a wheelchair user or they need openings to get the hospital needles in and that kind of thing, and she鈥檚 very clever at that. And she鈥檚 absolutely brilliant in this show.聽
NIKKI- She鈥檚 so good.聽
EMMA- Fantastic. Designing clothes for people who need something different. So, there鈥檚 a beauty queen who does pageants and they make a fabulous prom dress for her, and she鈥檚 a wheelchair user. There鈥檚 a woman with cervical cancer who is on steroids, so you know they sort of鈥�
NIKKI- Fluctuation a bit with tension.
EMMA- Yeah, around your tummy and stuff. And she also has something I鈥檇 never heard of 鈥� this is so disability geeky 鈥� she has nephrostomy bags. So, they bring urine from the kidneys, but what they mean in a fashion sense is that she鈥檚 got little tubes coming out of her back, and she needs access to those.聽
NIKKI- I really did emphasise with her because she loves animal print, leopard print. She had a favourite leopard print coat, didn鈥檛 she? And she wanted just the perfect pair of jeans and I thought if anyone鈥檚 going to do that it鈥檚 Victoria. I mean, if she was here today, Emma, I look like an overstuffed sausage in a denim maxi dress that I audio described to you earlier on.聽
EMMA- It sounds lovely to me.
NIKKI- It鈥檚 that middle section. Obviously for the lovely lady she had a bag at the back. For wheelchair users when you sit down everything bunches. So, yeah there鈥檚 a lot to it with clothing, isn鈥檛 there?聽
EMMA- There is. And the one that I was maybe more surprised at there was a guy in his 50s trying to get back on the dating scene.聽
NIKKI- Yeah, I saw him.聽
EMMA- Part-time wheelchair user, I was going to say. Ambulatory, isn鈥檛 that what they call them, someone who uses a wheelchair sometimes and walks sometimes?聽
NIKKI- A bit of both.聽
EMMA- But honestly, when he got to meet his new outfit and they were telling him all about it it was such an emotional watch:聽
[Clip]
MALE- You鈥檝e changed the shape of my legs, David, which is like surgeons have tried [laughs].聽
DAVID- All we needed was a good pair of trousers!
MALE- All we needed were scissors [laughs].聽
[End of clip]
EMMA- It was about the shape of his legs and he wanted his trousers to hang properly.聽
NIKKI- No!
EMMA- And they gave him trousers that hung properly, and it meant so much to him.聽
NIKKI- It鈥檚 very much like the feel of the programme that I used to work on, How to Look Good Naked, before my time doing the stuff that I鈥檓 doing now.聽
EMMA- Yeah, because this is right up your street, isn鈥檛 it?聽
NIKKI- Totally up my street.聽
EMMA- This fashion, TV business.聽
NIKKI- Yeah, I was a researcher.聽
EMMA- Remind me, you were with Gok Wan, the Gok Wan?
NIKKI- Yeah. It was for Channel 4 as well. And I started as a runner on that show, went up to AP in the end. I worked on four, five series in the end, loads anyway, and it had the same feel as this show. And they go down the catwalk at the end of the show, the show that we did, and they just felt a million dollars. And actually it is about your confidence. And actually sometimes the right clothes and hair and鈥�
EMMA- And then you were on it, weren鈥檛 you?聽
NIKKI- Yeah, I did a bit of presenting on it. Gok was really passionate about doing a series for disabled people specifically. And we weren鈥檛 getting any disabled people coming through, otherwise we would have included them in the main programme. But I don鈥檛 whether people just didn鈥檛 have the confidence. But when we advertised that we were specifically looking for disabled people then we got an influx.聽
EMMA- Great.聽
NIKKI- So, that鈥檚 why it was a separate show, but he wanted it all along.聽
EMMA- Yeah, because then disabled people didn鈥檛 feel like it was for them until they were told that it was for them.聽
NIKKI- Yeah.聽
EMMA- The good thing about this show as well, this Unique Boutique, is that even the narrator is disabled.聽
NIKKI- I know.聽
EMMA- The fabulous Ruth Madeley from she was in Years and Years, she was in Then Barbara Met Alan, just super famous, Bafta winning woman.聽
NIKKI- Soon to be in Doctor Who.聽
EMMA- About to be in Doctor Who which is very, very exciting. Speaking of fashion, Nikki鈥�
NIKKI- Yes, Emma Tracey? You always look lovely by the way.聽
EMMA- Oh thank you. I鈥檓 quite safe, but we鈥檒l talk about that another time in terms of my clothing choices because I know you鈥檒l have some thoughts on that. But I have always had rubbish nails, and I started getting them done this summer in an effort to become an adult and to create some visual things about me which I could control. I wouldn鈥檛 be able to fix them; I鈥檇 have to go to someone else. They wouldn鈥檛 rub off, they鈥檙e just there and they look nice, and I thought that would be really good. And I鈥檝e really enjoyed all the compliments on them.聽
NIKKI- Oh.聽
EMMA- And it鈥檚 been fab. But I think I鈥檓 going to get rid of them.聽
NIKKI- Why?!
EMMA- Because I miss being able to feel things with the very tips of my fingers, because I always had really short nails.聽
NIKKI- Oh.
EMMA- And I realise that I use the tips of my fingers. And they catch something before the rest of my fingers.聽
NIKKI- Emma, I鈥檓 going to stop you. I鈥檓 going to stop you right here. Okay? Stop you. You carry on with those nails. May I ask you a few questions? Were they gel or were they acrylic?
EMMA- They鈥檙e gel.聽
NIKKI- Okay. Now, I also have to, different to you, but I have to grab things in a physical sense, help pull things up or pull things down or whatever you want to do. So, I have incredibly short nails. I dislike long nails anyway, I think they鈥檙e revolting. And I want to try and help people if I can with my hands. But they鈥檙e very, very short and gelled, and I can still feel my tips.聽
EMMA- Okay. And they still look nice and it鈥檚 okay to have really short ones?聽
NIKKI- They still look nice. I think short gelled nails are much nicer than long nails.聽
EMMA- Oh okay. Can I file them myself though?聽
NIKKI- Yeah.聽
EMMA- Because I feel like my nails seem to grow really quickly. The other reason why I thought about getting rid of them was again about the length. Because the ends of them are like little scoops of doom.聽
NIKKI- [Laughs].
EMMA- My hands go into everything. I feel everything. I wash my hands a lot. But I feel everything, I get my hands right in there, and they just scoop everything up. And I have to keep checking to make sure that there鈥檚 not like butter in there or something. And I鈥檓 constantly trying to clean them, and it鈥檚 awful. I don鈥檛 like it. So, I need to get rid of the little scoops.聽
NIKKI- How many quenelles of vanilla ice cream would you like? Scoop it up.
EMMA- [Laughs] yes exactly! A little snack [laughs]. So, okay get them really short.聽
NIKKI- I鈥檓 an advocate for very short, I feel a bit rocky, I feel a bit edgy, very short gelled nails.聽
EMMA- Okay.聽
NIKKI- Now, I tell you, we鈥檙e going to have to wear gel nails for Edinburgh, Ems. Okay, I鈥檓 going to calm down. There are a few tickets left. We need to tell people, there are only a few, but they are left for our live version of this podcast that we are doing at the Edinburgh Festival Fringe. Is it the Festival Fringe or Fringe Festival?聽
EMMA- Festival Fringe, I know it sounds a bit weird but it is Festival Fringe.聽
NIKKI- Doesn鈥檛 sound right, does it? Anyway, we鈥檙e going to be live, live, live and kicking on August 18th at 6pm. So, if you want to grab a ticket and see Emma and I in the flesh, and the whole team actually, go to your favourite search engine and look for 91福利社 Shows and Tours, click Edinburgh Shows, and we will be there.聽
Emma, also I鈥檝e not mentioned trains, have I? Now, if you caught last week鈥檚 show you would have heard us talking about plans by train operators to close hundreds of ticket offices at railway stations across England, which lots of you were very, very worried about and still are. It鈥檚 all over Twitter. The consultation into the proposals has now been extended, so it鈥檚 going on until the 1st September. So, if you want to contribute to that look it up online.聽
EMMA- And you can also consult with us. You can email us, tell us whatever you like, talk about the stories we鈥檝e covered, anything at all, we鈥檙e on accessall@bbc.co.uk. Or you can contact us on what used to be called Twitter, it鈥檚 now called X. Do you say X or is it just a visual thing? I don鈥檛 know. Anyway, we鈥檙e @91福利社AccessAll.聽
MUSIC- [French horn playing].
NIKKI- That is the hugely talented French horn player, Felix Klieser, playing Mozart鈥檚 Fourth Horn Concerto, with the Bournemouth Symphony Orchestra. Felix has been described as a virtuoso, and will be preforming that piece when he makes his debut at the 91福利社 Proms with performances on 2nd and 3rd August. Now, Felix was born without arms and plays the French horn with his toes. Hello Felix. What an introduction!
FELIX- Hello, nice to see you.聽
NIKKI- So lovely to meet you. Emma and I are very excited about this. What a beautiful sound the French horn makes.聽
FELIX- Yeah. I think this is quite interesting because when you play the French horn there are many people who don鈥檛 really know what the French horn looks like, but when they hear the voice or the sound of the French horn they鈥檙e like ah, actually it sounds like maybe in a movie or something like this.聽
NIKKI- It鈥檚 just beautiful, there鈥檚 just something about it. What was it that made you decided on the French horn?
FELIX- This is a little miracle because I was never in a concert, I never met a horn player, and in my family around there was no one making music and no one had a horn. And there was one music school and in that music school there was no one horn teacher. So, I went to this music school and to visit this horn teacher and that was the beginning of something. When you have a piano there are many, many keys; this is a little bit different with a French horn because the most tricky thing is to create one note. Since the beginning it鈥檚 a little bit frustrating because you practise a lot, you do a lot, and after a few months you鈥檙e just able to play one or two notes.
EMMA- You play the horn with your feet, so how have you adapted things so that you can do that so successfully?
FELIX- Well, you know, I think the main thing about playing the French horn is the mouth. So, the fingering is not that important. The main focus when you start to learn this instrument is to blow air through your lips to make you lips vibrate and to create the sound. But even this was never something I had to practise a lot. This was very natural and this was to the most difficult thing. But usually a French horn player has a right hand. When someone has something in the bell the sound is different, so the sound is more dark, more round. And of course when you play the French horn without anything in the bell then I had to create the same character of sound without having something in the bell.聽
NIKKI- Wow. So, you never stuff anything in that then? You literally just have to create the sound yourself?聽
FELIX- Yeah. You have to control the air in a different way and take care of the position of your lips, of your tongue. And this was maybe the most challenging thing. Playing something quick or playing scale quick or something like this, or fingering, that was something I practised a lot.聽
EMMA- Okay. So, you have a stand though, don鈥檛 you, that you put the horn on? And then you have another rolling thing as well that you use?
FELIX- Only the stand. It鈥檚 very simple because the instrument is on the stand and the stand holds the instrument, that鈥檚 everything. And the other small thing is for mute. Usually when you play the horn then there are some pieces where you have to use a mute, put the mute and the bell and the sound is more quiet. There鈥檚 another style where you can put the mute very quick in and out. But in the end they鈥檙e not doing something, they鈥檙e not creating something.聽
NIKKI- Felix, I hope this doesn鈥檛 sound too wildly inappropriate, but when I was watching you perform so beautifully, obviously I know you have to kick your leg up and that鈥檚 what you use, you use your toes to press the buttons, I just thought wow, what beautiful music, and my goodness, Felix has got magnificent feet. You have a beautiful foot, Felix, is what I thought.
FELIX- Thank you very much. When I see myself say something it looks very interesting and very spectacular. But when I play by myself it鈥檚 a very comfortable position, so it鈥檚 something I can do for hours. It looks more tiring than it is.聽
NIKKI- You are a very kind of can-do problem solver. You鈥檙e not somebody who sort of sits and wallows in the fact that you can鈥檛 maybe do this or can鈥檛 do that or whatever. You just kind of get on with it. Has that always been the case?
FELIX- The main important thing when I grew up in my life is to learn to solve problems. When we have the idea that you can solve every problem, even if you don鈥檛 know at the beginning how to solve the problem, then it can be really interesting. So, in the beginning when you learn the French horn I never knew what is possible for me and what is not possible, or is there a step where I can say okay, this is the limit. But when you have a way of thinking okay, I can solve every problem, maybe it takes a lot of time, maybe it鈥檚 not easy, maybe you have to try to go different ways and maybe with the first, second and third way is not working, maybe the fourth, fifth or sixth way it鈥檚 working. When you get this way of thinking then you have many, many possibilities in your life. And this is not a question of having a disability or not, because in the end any of us has something where he or she thinks okay, there is a limit. But when you change your way of thinking and say okay, there is a problem but it鈥檚 possible to overcome every problem then life is not that difficult and hard anymore. It鈥檚 a little bit like playing a game, because when you play games or when we鈥檙e doing some quiz there are always questions that you don鈥檛 know the answer, but it鈥檚 interesting to find the right answer.聽
NIKKI- How have you found as well, Felix, the classical music industry? I know when I studied it briefly, I really enjoyed it, but I felt there was a little bit of music snobbery. I just wonder how is the industry as a whole, but also how has it been for you coming in not having any arms? Have you had any challenges or has it been okay, hunky-dory?
FELIX- Well, of course there were many situations. Actually when I was 14 or 15 I got a big prize, and there was an interview together with my teacher at that time, and I was still studying at university as a young student. And in the interview it was a very smart interview, a very simple one and the guy asked me what I think about doing musician as a professional job in the future. And my answer was something like okay, maybe it could be possible, I don鈥檛 know because I鈥檓 still at school, my thing is I want to play the horn as good as possible. And then my teacher interrupted me and said, 鈥極kay, well it鈥檚 a good hobby for you, but you will never be a professional horn player, never, never, never, because you don鈥檛 have the right hand and the bells work different and it will never work鈥�. And these situations happen quite often in my life, but in this situation you have to decide okay, what should I do, should I follow the way and should I try to show that it is possible or should I give up and say okay, they are my teacher 鈥� and he was a very, very successful horn player of his generation. But I made a decision when I was I think 12 or 13 I wanted to play the French horn as good as possible. I never had the wish to become a soloist, I never had the wish to earn my money with playing music; I just had the wish to play the instrument as good as possible.聽
It鈥檚 funny because when you鈥檙e not successful or when you鈥檙e young no one tells you what is not possible. But then when you鈥檙e successful and then everyone tells you how amazing you are, you鈥檙e a role model. It鈥檚 quite funny right now everyone tells me it鈥檚 amazing what I鈥檓 doing and that I am a role model for other people.聽
NIKKI- I want to move on very quickly to the Proms. Obviously we know the Proms are sort of seen as the world鈥檚 greatest classic music festival. Is that true for you and somewhere where you鈥檝e always wanted to perform?聽
FELIX- When you鈥檙e young and start a career then you鈥檙e looking maybe to do famous things, to play with famous conductors, famous orchestras. But right now I want to play music for people; and the most beautiful thing is when I play a concert I have the feeling that the people in the concert are all happy, then I鈥檓 happy too. And this is the most important thing, because in the end we are doing music for people and we are making music to make the world a little bit more beautiful.聽
EMMA- And one of the concerts that you鈥檙e playing in the Proms is a relaxed Prom where people can come in and leave and there are some quiet areas. What鈥檚 your thoughts on them?聽
FELIX- Well, it鈥檚 something I don鈥檛 really know how it will be, but I鈥檓 looking forward to it because this is a very different way of having a concert. When you ask someone what do you think about classical music then many, many people are afraid of going to a classical concert because they don鈥檛 know how they should behave. And this is something I don鈥檛 really understand because in the end it鈥檚 really important you enjoy what you can hear, that you enjoy the music, and if you don鈥檛 like music this is also fine. So, this is the reason why I think this kind of concert is quite helpful.聽
NIKKI- One thing I do love about you, Felix, you don鈥檛 take yourself too seriously or your horn. I was noticing on social media you have named your horn Alex, and Alex appears in different situations on social media: Alex cooks and goes on holiday. You鈥檝e given him some googly eyes as well, haven鈥檛 you?聽
FELIX- Well, you know when COVID started I had a big break, because I had a full concert schedule and then the next day everything was cancelled for weeks. Then of course I stopped practising because it was not necessary anymore to practise. And then I bought a PlayStation and did a lot of PlayStation. And then I was thinking about okay, maybe it鈥檚 a little bit sad for my horn to be in the case and not to be useful anymore, and then I came to think about okay, what can an instrument do during a pandemic situation: cooking something. And it鈥檚 quite funny, yes.聽
NIKKI- I just love it. I mean, you are talking to someone that calls their mobility scooter Shirley the Scooter, my hoist is called Hilary; I couldn鈥檛 be more with you on this. I love this.聽
FELIX- Yes.聽
NIKKI- Now, listen, we鈥檝e run out of time with you, Felix. I would like to say to the listeners, if you are lucky enough to have tickets to see Felix at the Proms please get in touch and tell us what it鈥檚 like. But for now, Felix, thank you so much. Your concert is going to be streamed live on 91福利社 Radio 3 on the 2nd and 3rd August, and of course it will be available on the 91福利社 iPlayer after that. So, have amazing shows.聽
FELIX- Thank you.聽
NIKKI- Oh, wasn鈥檛 he brilliant, Felix, hey Emma?
EMMA- He was so much fun actually, really great.聽
NIKKI- I really like that. I love talking music. Now, coming soon to this podcast you can hear guests Fats Timbo, author Elle McNicoll and just before the summer bank holiday we鈥檙e going to have our first live podcast in Edinburgh. We keep going on about it; it鈥檚 making me more nervous.聽
EMMA- If you want to hear Access All on your smart speaker say, 鈥楢lexa, ask the 91福利社 for Access All鈥� to get our latest episode. You can also find us on what used to be known as Twitter. We鈥檙e @91福利社AccessAll. Or go onto your favourite search engine and you鈥檒l find the transcript of every single episode as well.聽
NIKKI- I love it. Until next week people, goodbye.聽
EMMA- Bye.
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